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wow, i just realised that i haven't posted anything in the year 2005...which means that this is my first 2005 entry. erm, hello 2005. (note the amount of enthusiasm.heh)

past week has been like this:
busy
tiring
draining
stressful
depressing
full of sleepless nights
full of staying up till 2am days
aiyarh, just not very enjoyable.

perhaps it's the orientation stuff crammed with schoolwork, piano, track, swimming, hse stuff. blahh, yeah. busy. i'm not complaining. i'm er, just commenting. dunno, maybe it's just me. but school has never been any less enjoyable.

time spent with fiel has been wonderfulll. oh, and nobody should trust janelle cos she conned me! that conwoman! oei, you never told me we were gonna be mascots parading in the foyer! -growls- that was major embarassment. though i still think we scared the small kids. and! we should not call it "babysitting", but rather "childcare". due to certain kids wailing in complaint when i asked whether they would like to sign up for the service. hey it's quite fun okay! hehh. mrswee is great at face paint! she was so enthu about the whole thing... hmm quite cool. i think i want to give her a thankyou card with a picture of the ticktock! flasher (ge), evil skinny stepsister (lamein), bustina (hahah! zhiying), other sister (jiaying) and the prince who looks like a pirate (me). i don't know whether to feel insulted about this comment that a small innocent looking boy made. "are you a girl or a boy?" -.-" i shall just take it as a compliment directed at mrs wee's good makeup skills.

there was so much leftover from the buffet dinner and the tea. gosh, please, no more food! it's like i've put on so much weight. ahh -hides-

pat is tired. starting to really sink in that 2004's over. the first week or so of 2005 hasn't been any more pleasant than i thought it would be. hahah, only..the..first..week. breathe pat, breathe.

happy weekend everyone.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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